We all have to start somewhere.
Anger is like living in a goldfish bowl. There is a limited supply of oxygen. You swim where you poop. People can see right through you. And you can easily be overfed.
People often comment about my weight loss, that it must be such hard work. My typical response is “not really.” It has been much easier than expected. But I am not the one doing the heavy lifting. That was the deal. I called out for help. He answered.
Thankfully, we have a God full of grace who makes up for such agony dealt out by people like me.
Pain comes in many forms, but victory is that much sweeter.